Please speak to me Father. Please send Thy Will to be done. Please acknowledge my prayerfulness, my willingness, my desires. I want to please You, to love you, to find comfort and solace in your company. Please share Thy wisdom, speak to me, help right my way.
Child you are doing your work. You are a conscientious creator and an obedient student. Your work goes not unnoticed. Now. Breathe. Take a deep breath and find ground. Stay focused. Stay in one direction.
What is it that you really want? What is your greatest desire?
To know that I hear You, to know that what I am experiencing is Truth. I want to know what my purpose is, directly downloaded from You. I want to know if I will succeed at doing my work here on earth. I want direction for how to do my work.
Yes, of course you hear Me. Of course It is I who speaks with and through you. Do not doubt, child. Be relentless in prayer; pray unceasingly. Pray, believe, trust, carry on as you are doing.
Work is not the issue. The issue is your doubtfulness in yourself. Child, keep asking that I enter your God Mind, and I will right your path and embolden you with courage, with faith, with ability to speak in ways you cannot imagine. Just go forward. Eagerly do what is presented. Be never doubting. Always ask to bring the Brotherhood, the Holy Spirit, Mother Mary, the Gurus, the Saints, the Angels, all of Us to be with you, and we will support and guide you.
Now your work:
Your work is to continue doing inner reflection – to purge, to cleanse, to ask, to let go. With each phase learn to let go – of anger, resentment, fear, mistaken beliefs -- beliefs that are holding you back. As you let go, there will be slight discomfort. Entering into the spiritual realm does not come without unease. For growth and expansion require tension. Comfort is for earthly people. Humans living only in physical density desire quick fixes, luxurious comfort and ease. For this is how they get along on the earthly plane. Thinking only of me me me. This is not the way of spiritual evolvement. No child. Spiritual evolution takes willingness, sincere effort, and unrelenting faith. It requires consistent positive affirmations, always keeping Us near you, calling upon Us to enter into your heart and mind, always. To do the daily work . . . morning and night . . . is to carry My Way with you in all actions, thoughts, and deeds.
Your work is your work. Keep it private for now. Keep going inwardly. Keep seeking answers. Keep seeking your heart. Take time daily to scan your fleshly body for where you hold tension and grief. Do your work to cleanse. Consistency and regularity will allow your work to take root. So you can stand firmly. So you can anchor in Truth.
Consistent work will allow you to be of clear conscience. Be honest with yourself. Be loving. Find truthful, healthy ways for expression. Follow your heart child.
By rooting in Truth, you will be ready to plant your seeds. Rooting means standing firmly enough to indulge in reflection and planning. For purpose will develop as you work consistently towards the knowing that each faithful step is guiding you to where you are to head. Rooting allows for your heart's desires to reveal themselves. Then, take each desire, plant it thoughtfully, lovingly.
Water, care for, nurture your tender seedling. Watch it grow. Protect it from invaders, from those who try to steal new life. Protect from insects, from infestation. Watch your seedling bloom. With curiosity and awe, appreciate your creation. Be grateful. Share your harvest. Once fully bloomed, give thanks and continue working, repeating the process: Reflect and plan. Plant your seed. Nurture it. Share it. And so forth.
This is the work cycle. The cycle of seasons. For each planting season will bring problems as well as celebration. Each problem is a learning experience child. Each and every planting is your lesson. Stay the course. Be an obedient, curious student. Ask questions. Be open to the lesson. In failure, pay close attention to the lesson. In celebration, be sure to include others, to share your harvest, to have loving kindness in your heart, to forgive, to be courageous, to laugh, to cry, and to be honest with others . . . you can do all of this because of your sincerity and true desire to follow your inner voice, to search, to dive deeply to become in touch with your highest Self and your willingness to do good.
Good is everywhere. I, the Father, am Good, all good, all powerful, all capable, all everything. You too can be all everything. There is so much good. Always remember that.
When there's doubt, remember to trust in Me and good will prevail. With Me all things will occur in proper timing, in proper doses. Don't rush your answers. For you cannot see with physical eyes the fruits of your labor. The fruits are within. The fruits take patience, trust in Me, trust in love, trust in goodness.
Pray, pray, pray. Pray in anyway that works for you. Pray to connect. Pray to find love and forgiveness in your heart and in your mind. Pray for others that they find love and peace in their hearts and minds.
Pray, Pray Pray. Pray for our leaders. Pray for the world. Peace only comes through love. Healing comes from love.
People may not understand your way, your language, your heart, your trust. They may judge you odd. So be it. Do your work. Go inward, don't fret upon others. Don't judge the actions of others. Do your work. That's all.
Stay in stillness. Stay in love. Stay peaceful. Listen. Listen. Listen.
Let others talk when they need. Smile. If you have nothing to say, smile.
From Jewels Heart